LAUGH.

As much as I want to be cheery and positive, people around me never fail to give me something to frown about.

A bridge. 'Nuff said.

DO I LOOK LIKE A PROBLEM ABSORBER? #

Cute doodles!

Hi! Its been quite sometime since I last journaled my thoughts. Partly, the recent storm caused it, and the remaining caused by family health issues. BUT! I would like to start my October 2011 with good vibes! Away from over thinking -- and creating problems. :3

Just this week, I chanced upon a page in Facebook featuring an artist from Korea. I really liked how he doodleS, and he's really romantic! #fellheadoverheels

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=155777831111062&set=a.141500382538807.18878.141498585872320&type=1&theater

stressed ... distressed. :///

Seeing things
              and
                                           over-thinking things.


I think I need to sleep.

                                          Can I sleep without thinking of sleep?

TOO EARLY CHRISTMAS WISHLIST :D

Of course, my ultimate wish for Christmas is security and good health of my family. Otherwise, here are the top 5 things I want for the holidays! [Bring it on "Material Girl" Madonna]

5. A HUUUUGE RILAKKUMA PLUSHIE

I am a fan of plushies, but really can't get enough of the cuddly Rilakkuma! :3 

4. KIEL CARD

This is an online card item in Ragnarok. :D Reduces casting time. :3

Melodies from the 90s: ZARD

Disclaimer: I shall not be rewriting ZARD's biography here, we have our ever "reliable" wikipedia.com if you want to know who ZARD is. I liked her songs because of the variety of mellow melodies, and it evokes some quite of nostalgia. (Don't ask me why)

These are some of my favorite ZARD songs and its English translations. Enjoy ZARD lovers!
Got some info from here :3

Konna ni aishitemo ~Hold Me~ / Eventhough I love you so ~Hold Me~
Artist: ZARD Album: Hold Me Year: 1992


Yakusoku wasureta no? / Have you forgotten your promise? 
Mayonakasugi no anata no heya de / It's past midnight in your room 
Sugiteku jikan wo tada matteru / Just waiting as time passes
Itsu no manika namutteta / At some time, you must have fallen asleep


Konna ni aishitemo / Even though I love you so 
Tokidoki sabishii kao suru none / Sometimes you look so lonely
"Nani ka ga tarinai" sonna fuu ne / "Something's missing" That must be it
Modokashisa ni fuan ni naru / Your irritation makes me nervous

Hold Me Soba ni ite / Hold me, stay with me
Yasashikunakutemo kamawanai no / It doesn't matter if you're not gentle
Love Me Mou nidoto / Love me, don't ever again
Hoka no dareka wo aisanaide / Love anybody else


Konna ni aishitemo / Even though I love you so
Kokoro wa anata ni todokanai / These feelings won't reach you
Deatta koro wo omoidashite / Remembering the time when we first met
Mata hitori de setsunaku naru / Alone again, I grow sadder

Hold Me Soba ni ite / Hold me, stay with me
Kiyou na kotoba wa iranai kara / Because I don't need clever words
Love Me Mou nidoto / Love me, don't ever again
Hoka no dareka wo aisanaide / Love anybody else

Hold Me Soba ni ite / Hold me, stay with me
Yasashikunakutemo kamawanai no / It doesn't matter if you're not gentle
Love Me Mou nidoto / Love me, don't ever again
Hoka no dareka wo aisanaide / Love anybody else

on down days like this one, there are always things to ponder on ~ biscuits! ~

Do Arashi members have penchant for these baked goodies? XDDDDD lololol



a favorite chocolate stick - Pocky is <3. NINEEER is <3<3<3. I love Pocky on iced yogurts~ :3




Found out about this just today. X"D the WIG just said it all (Nakama Yukie was swept by it). Those biscuits are manufactured by Morinaga Co. Jp. I bet its yummy and make your hair thick and glossy grow like Ohno's. lololol


I'd love to taste Morinaga biscuits~! I scrolled through its nihongo site, and discovered that it has bizarre advertisements! (bubblehead actors and bodies-turned-biscuits in its CMs) X"D visit morinaga.co.jp or find its channel on youtube. Search for the bubbleheads! #

Lemme chew on it :/

Thank you very much.

a lopsided battle?

I'm a like a lazy cat in the mornings *purr* especially if the night has gone through a rain, or storm, whatever. :3 'Twas around 4 a.m. (I guess) when it rained - IT WAS DEFINITELY LOVE. <3 The room became cold and a cuddle-environment. I stirred a bit because of raindrops falling on the roof . I thought the rain would last until morning. And then, the powerful virtue of extreme sloth possessed me. :DDDDDD "I'M GOING TO TREAT MYSELF. ITS LATE-FOR-WORK DAY TODAY." Then me and my pillows set off to dream land. :3

[insert ZARD's Ai wa nemutteru here]

Soft sunshine went through my window and hit my face - and I was completely awake. :\ Looks like I'm not going to be late. Did my usual habit before going to work - but with all the leisureliness. :))))))))

FATE defeated me when I stepped on the train platform. There were virtually less passengers. :| I think I could count them using my fingers. >:( The ride was smooth and despite spending few minutes buying stuff at the MRT Ayala Station, I still got in office before 8. Yay, employee-of-the-day.

Dear to-whom-it-may-concern,
Wait for our rematch tomorrow. #

HSBC, you annoy me!

If I could fan you away, then thank God.

For the record, this is the nth time you called me. Can't keep track of it. I know you're really persistent of getting me into your business - but don't you get it? I'm not interested. Are you not getting tired of me saying 'NO' to you?

If I want to avail you, I will call you. You don't have to barge your way into my life. Plus, I'm really annoyed of your crude and ill-mannered crew. They DO NOT have telephone ethics.
I'm hyped at work, and now I lost my momentum because of your useless invite. I hope this is the last time you call me, 751-6976/other anonymous phone number. Or maybe, not.

Leave me alone,
Sheila #

Pissed off

Since my father's at the hospital for typhoid fever (Take care of your health guys!) and no one's gonna drive me to Manila, I left Laguna at around 6 a.m. Travel to MRT Taft Station was pretty fast - I unloaded the bus 6:45. I thought that this day could start well, but - good riddance - my train ticket got rejected. :/ How cool is that (sarcasm) ! I'm now forced to queue up again and buy a stored value ticket (costs P100, lesser lines for me).

When I got off the Ayala Station, the rain is drizzling; some sort of a soft rain. Two jeepney rides away from office and some things bought from a convenience store - I'm at the office at around 7:10. Wished my life is like this everyday. No hassles on commuting, and early tinkering at the office.

Till, I saw my Facebook account. God, the nerve that person would comment in my status. Just the sight of his profile boils my wrath. :@ *Click, scroll, delete* Never felt any better. :D

Now back to cuddling my sleeping poring. :3 #

Cosplay confusion?! O_o

I have always wanted to cosplay a Japanese School Girl, but I can seem to find a good anime that I can handle. T_T help! #

This is a pretty straight forward school uniform. With a pink tie.

What anime is this? I liked the uniform, quite unconventional and unique.

Another simple uniform, but with a bow.

I'm torn whether to pick the conventional types or the uniform adapted from an anime. If I'm attending a cosplay convention, it'll be awkward if I don't wear something out of an animation. :( But I really like simple stuffs! T_T I wish I can pull this all off~ #

Online gaming Ragnarok :D

I have been a fan of Ragnarok Online for about six to seven years now. Its on the 8th year in the Philippines, and I'm still ROKin! :D These screenshots are from Valkyrie server. :D

Levelling at Glast Heim Chivalry. I'm an Agi/Crit Rune Knight, so there. :3 (I used Hunting Spear, just for levelling)

HOMAYGOD! This sprite might kill me! I made this from quite sometime but I'm too lazy to play her. T_T poor thing, your time will come.

My main account, a Genetic. (I have hidden the Job Level, hahaha!)

Ooohh :3 smexy~

My super brewer! :D

There's someone I love, and he's my poring! :D

 Ragnarok Online is on its TIMES THREE MODIFIED EXP RATE! See you online~! Rok On! you guys~
September 15 Patch Notes :333 #

Review: Jollibee's Hash Brown Burger

Okay! A gastronomic article as an initial post. :3

Weeks after its first release to the market, I got my Jollibee Hash Brown Burger this afternoon. First heard about it from my manager, and my thought balloon was, "Ha? Akala ko McDonald's lang ang mayroong hash browns?" Until now, I had been accustomed to McDonald's hash browns - crispy on the outside and firm and moist bits of potatoes in the inside. Its setback must probably the extreme oiliness, and they only serve it for breakfast (until 10 a.m., as I remember).

At P60, the hash brown burger may seem expensive. But wait till you finish it. The Jollibee Burger patty, a sheet of cheese and two hash browns sandwiching the meat - are enough to feed a hungry stomach. That's my opinion, don't hurl tomatoes towards me. I finished half of it, and I can't seem to take a bite of it again. I had to slow down and take it piece by piece. Maybe the starch is too much, and the cheese made me lose my appetite. But energy wise, its a fulfilling snack/lunch.

One thing I noticed about the hash browns of Jollibee, it is not crisp. Its inside is quite soggy, compared to McDonald's hash browns (you can taste bits of potatoes rather than the feel of it mashed).

Am I eating this again? Yes. But it'll take quite a while. ;) #